A naked man stands at your very center, in the middle of that person called you. He’s the kind of guy you don’t let out in public. He is, after all… naked.
Sane people don’t let naked people run free in their worlds.
Adam didn’t.
[He] sewed fig leaves and made coverings… and hid.
Adam didn’t like the exposure; he didn’t want anyone to experience him unedited and vulnerable to the outside. Yet, outside is where Adam lived. Just like us. That’s why we walk in Adam’s pattern.
That’s why we’ll tell you about the people we know and the groups we’re in and the things we do and the stuff we have. We’ll show you anything you want to see… anything that is, except for our Selves.
I don’t know how much time elapsed between the instant Adam’s eyes were opened to his nakedness and moment he responded to God’s call. I do know what he was doing in the space between.
He was hiding and he was working.
This is the same thing we do to manage the gap between the men we are and the presentations we make.
We either hide to blend in or we work to stand out.
Either tactic seeks anonymity; it desires to deflect attention away from our centers and into our circumstances or achievements.
When Adam disconnected from God, he inherited a tragic tension. It’s a tension we manage every day. We desire to be known and loved, but inside the disconnection, we believe anyone who truly knows us, really couldn’t love us.
So we hide.
And we work.
And we hide in our work.
And we work to hide.
In fact, we’ll do just about anything to cover ourselves, to make ourselves more presentable to the outside.
This is the world in which we live. It’s a pretentious and distorted world, crafted in the image of men.
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copyright 2007 Rilian